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Thursday, July 29
A gal and a silly guy went steady on 12th November 1999 when they met each other only once at a chalet.
Howeva,both intended to play with each other's feelings but ended up loving each other alot & can't afford to lose each other.Howeva,the more love a person gives out,the more hurt he/she gets.
Not long after,the gal asked for a break up coz she felt neglected,but it was a harsh decision and they were back together again. He bought her a fone. She felt happy but kinda sad too. Whenever they meet, he will check her fone for guys no.
& if he see any guys no. , he would ask about it.she didn'y like it, she didn't like him to ask. She felt that as though he dun trust her. When she saw gal's no. in his fone, she nv asked & kept quiet. She assured herself that they were just friends & nth else. He nv understood how she felt.Perhaps they have gone steady too early, that's wat she thought! They started off as a loving couple whom everyone was jealous of & admired them with jealousy. There were many ups & downs in their relationship & both were sad. She asked for a breakup again & again, not knowing how he felt. On9th April, she asked for a break up again,this time,he felt tired and decided to giv up.She cried not knowing what to do coz she really loves him alot.She thought that he likes her fren,Samantha,but actually he had no interest in her. She turned to her godsis,Peiqi, for help. Peiqi talked to him & said lotsa things to him. Finally, hedecided to giv her another chance. But, he dun love her that much after those incidents. He told peiqi that he wasn't happy when going with her. When she got to know this,she sat down & cry for lota nites without him nkowing. Soon,a month passed by,he still trested her as cold as b4. She sat down and cry again.She regretted forthe things she did to him making him hurt & disappointed.She didn'y realised how important he was to her until that day when she nearly lost him.After all the effort both of them put in,they were finally together again.However,something dreadful happened. He got to know her godsis,Julia & her cousin, Evelyn. They emailed each other & she asked him to be her stead & she accepted. She confronted him & asked for a breakup coz she felt cheated. But,he knew he was wrong and she forgave him. He explained that he was just playing with her & promised her that he wont do it again & she believed. 1 day, they went out with jane and linyan.He told linyan that he was a little tired of this relationship but she was afraid to lose her & din wanna end this relationship. He said that as long as this relationship can last,he wans it to last forever. sometimes he just wanna stay at home watch tv,play computer games and sleep but she thinks that he was toking to girls on the fone. Few days later,she heard from linyan & taz that he has another stead outside!
She remained calm and listened to wat they say.He has a stead in school named liang liang, sec 2 that year. she was surprised she din cry. she only felt angry,very angry. When they told her that it's not the first time he had another stead, she was even more agitated.but those were lies,those two bitches just wanna make things worse! They even said that he was known as a flirt in school. She confronted him. He promised that he wont do it again & she forgave him.Perhaps this is truelove...though she chose to continue this relationship,she didntlove him that much. After much effort she put in,telling herself that she dun wanna lose him,she was blinded by love again. Few weeks later, she asked if they could seperate for some time but she didn't mean it. she said just seperate for come time and he didn't want to. He said that he likes another girl,and she refused to believe. She went up to his house & asked him to forgive her & promised not to cry & will cheer up.Finally they love each other again but she was afraid to lose him again. After he became a mp3 server, she felt neglected.Whenever,they tok on the fone,he would ask the same question(got wat ncie songs?). every nite,she slept early coz she was bored. On 1st October, he pg her & said sorry for not treating her nicely & alwaz making her cry.Suddenly,she felt that she wasn;t good enough for him.she hated herself alot for making him hurt all the time and she knew that no matter wat she do, they cant be like last time.
He really hoped to leave a good memory of her in his heart, which he can nv forget.
What could the ending be?He wondered...Happy Or Sad?
The above so called story was during the first 2-3 years of the relationship...
after that,nothing nice happened!
they ended the 4 yrs 8 mths relationship...coz of lies that she told him that made him really hurt!
god loves ya
Wednesday, July 28
Long time nv blog le...
now i'm back
lotsa things happened,
well,nobody expected it...
neither did i...
i dun wish to say much about wat happened.
kinda sad...but wat can i do?
Anyway,my background song is a song that i've been trying to find...and play to my special 1...
now that i've found it...i've already lost my speacial 1...
this is the only way i can let her hear it...
i'm really happy to be your bf for the past 4 yrs and 8 mths...
i really appreciated everything u did for me...
i've been flipping through those letters and notes u wrote for me...
needless to say,tears flowed out...
we were really loving during the first 2 yrs or so...
then things started to get kinda rough
our relationship started to get unstable...
wat can i say?
i am 1 that tie my gf tightly to me...without giving her any freedom...thats y she will lie to me.
i brought these all to myself...
i dun blame anyone..
as for now...i still loves her alot...but i'm scared of her lies...
i really wanna give this relationship another chance,but i'm afraid to hurt her and also afraid of lies...wat is love? lying to ur loved one and try to show that u can take care of urself?
thats really silly...
maybe without me,she will enjoy more in school and with her friends...
no one to tie her up,no one to hurt her nor make her sad...
but anyway ger,if u need someone to tok to? or need someone to share ur problems?
can alwaz come to me... =)
god loves ya
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