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Wednesday, September 29
well...this blog will stop for quite some time...
no more FaRnieGuy for some time...
i will be gone for good...
lotsa things happened...
once again i'm single...wtf...
am i such a loser in relationships?
argh!!!
how i wish i'm the 1 who fell from T15...die die die!!!
god loves ya
Sunday, September 26
hehe...sat was quite a happening day...
slept whole day...then went to work...
nv really care about wat happened in the day...
only know that dear went to meet her ex to get her HP...
haha...ppl using K700 lehz...
rich ger sia...nvm...i'll get my 7610 soon...
well...work was rather boring too...not much customers...maybe becoz no buffet that nite...
friday nite was the shit day!
buffet alone made me fried more than 80+++ prawns...
can die...very tiring...somemore my pay is not alot lor...$6.50/hr nia lehz...
ok..back to saturday...
work till 9pm...coz no customers...so have to leave early...
but i nv leave...sat at the restaurant and rot till 10pm+
ate 2 Chawanmushi...good for complexion lehz... =D~
went to meet my lifetime buddy,BABOO~! at somerset control...
then went around to rot...coz i have to wait for my dear...
thanks to baboo that i not alone...if not .......
haha...went to watch "White Chicks" at cine...2.20am show...3 of us only...
3 of us were freaking tired...but still went for the movie...
thought will slp inside cinema...end up,the show was so super duper funny...
we laugh from the beginning of the show till the end...
its a great movie...after movie go home liaoz...
so there i go...send dear home...
when reach her place...the time was 5.25am
i din wanna pay for mid nite charge...so i rot at the bus stop till the first bus arrives...
reach home bathe and rest for abt 45mins...and have to go out again le...
go pray pray...all the way till 2+pm then reach home...
slept for a while...then dear called me...so chat and chat and chat till its time to go over aunt's house for mooncake testing...its a fun day...
enjoyed myself...the only sad thing,dear was not with me...
everyone was asking where is she... haiz... if only she was here...
maybe its rather too soon to let her meet my family members...but i just felt that she can get along very well with them...thinking of it makes me smile...lolx...madness~!
well..there'll alwaz be a 2nd chance...
silly dear dear got addicted to "The Sims"
how old oledi...still playing the sims...maybe its fun lahz...i nv really tried it... =x
ok lahz...time to go zzzzz...
ciaoz peeps...nitez~!
god loves ya
Thursday, September 23
DISAPPOINTED!!! DISAPPOINTED!!! DISAPPOINTED!!!
why why why!!! wat u gers trying to show?
the one that i love now has no trust in me!
and the previous wans me back only after i've found my new 1?
y is this happening to me?
pls tell me how?!?!?!
i only have a feeling that if these goes on,both will leave me!
but i only love 1 now!!!
TRUST ME!!!
I DUN WANNA GO BACK TO THE PAST!
I WONT BE ABLE TO TREAT MY EX LIKE HOW I TREAT U NOW!
I WILL STILL CONTROL HER!!! AND WE WONT BE HAPPY!!!
I DUN WANNA BE TREATED UNFAIRLY!!!
I DUN WANNA BE TAKEN FOR GRANTED! SHE DUN WAN MY LOVE! SHE CHOSE TO BREAK!
THEN NOW SHE IS DOING ALL THESE TO ME!!!
LEAVE ME ALONE!!!! I DUN WAN TO GO BACK TO THE PAST!!!
ARGH!!! LOVE!!!! WHY IS LOVE SO CRUEL?!?!?!
i know who i love now!
no doubt i will miss my ex at times...but the feelings are different...
its common that i will miss her...57 mths or relationship...
its not easy to put down..but i'm trying...
all i can say is,i know who i love!
if u chose to giv up on me and pass me around,i'll only be very very disappointed!
i'm not a toy...dun pass me around!
if u love me,treat me well...treasure me!
i wanna say,i love Eve...
wats over is over...i'm sure u dun wan me to hurt u again...i dun wanna get lies from u anymore...
sorry...
god loves ya
sianz...in school now...
so called doing my report...
think finish le ba...
kinda hack care abt sch work nowadays...
wat happened?!?!?!
failed 4 papers already...tml getting back my last paper...
help~!!!
semestral exams coming soon...must really CHIONG AH!!!
cannot play play le...hope dear will pei me study...
yawnz...
heard from dear dear that she fell down and fainted last nite...
haiz...dunno how is she now...so worried...
miss her so much...
so sleepy now...bad dear dear...in msn...but away...
dunno how to reply de...sianz...
silly ger...not enough sleep still wanna work...
dun understand her...
god loves ya
Wednesday, September 22
Where r u my dear? i miss u!!! Where r u my dear? i miss u!!!
Where r u my dear? i miss u!!! Where r u my dear? i miss u!!!
Where r u my dear? i miss u!!! Where r u my dear? i miss u!!!
Where r u my dear? i miss u!!! Where r u my dear? i miss u!!!
Where r u my dear? i miss u!!! Where r u my dear? i miss u!!!
Where r u my dear? i miss u!!! Where r u my dear? i miss u!!!
Where r u my dear? i miss u!!! Where r u my dear? i miss u!!!
Where r u my dear? i miss u!!! Where r u my dear? i miss u!!!
Where r u my dear? i miss u!!! Where r u my dear? i miss u!!!
Where r u my dear? i miss u!!! Where r u my dear? i miss u!!!
Where r u my dear? i'm worried!!! Where r u my dear? i'm worried!!!
Worried!!!Worried!!!Worried!!!Worried!!!Worried!!!Worried!!!
Worried!!!Worried!!!Worried!!!Worried!!!Worried!!!Worried!!!
Worried!!!Worried!!!Worried!!!Worried!!!Worried!!!Worried!!!
god loves ya
a bad day for me...
very boring day...
who day i'm thinking of her...
she lost her fone yesterday...so i cant contact her...
came home after school to wait for her call or sms...
until now...haiz...
maybe she's really busy at work...
she told me she'll be meeting her ex to get back her things today...
she also confessed to me last nite...
ger...if u've decided to go back to him,let me know...
i'm still waiting...
='(
god loves ya
i'm really fortunate to have found this ger i have now...
she's a really nice ger and she's very good to me...
i wont let anyone bully her...neither will i...
i've learnt to trust and giv freedom...
so the old problem wont occur again!
dearie...i love u...
trust me...i will love u more than anyone else...
u wont regret having me as ur bf...
i will be there to wipe ur tears when u're down...
i'll be the one to remove ur sadness and share ur problems with ya...
i'll alwaz be there when u need me...
i live for u... =D~
sort things out le...
the past will stay as history...
wont let history be repeated...
god loves ya
Tuesday, September 21
hmmm...
late for school today...
then decided to skip first lesson...
well...heard that i failed another paper...thats sad!
F3 so far...haiz...regrets!!!
nth happened today...
dear went to work...so lonely me blogging here lor...
keke...dun wan be so lor sor~!
edited my blog today...hope its nice ba...got my tag board and stuffs over on the right...hidden...
dun say also ppl wont know...lolx...
ok lahz...dinner time...
whole day only drank 1 ice milo...hungry like hell...
dear dear i miss u... =D~
god loves ya
my font colours kinda girly...so its time to change...
well i'll change it when i'm free...
so ppl...dun suan me..i not ah gua...just no time change nia...
=p
god loves ya
*sobz sobz*
got back 2 of my papers today...
EID & OOP
haiz...
both failed!
wtf lor...revision wk nv study...now like that...regrets!!!
well... actually wanna go home after sch to put my bag,but ended up going to meet dear at tanjong pagar.
haha...she went for her fav package thingy...
massage!!! left wei yi and i alone...la kopi and tok cock...
after that went back to tampines...the 2 of them wanna go read comics...so i accompanied them lor...
ended up i sit there and rot...haha...
then BOSS came...the steamboat queen wanted to eat steamboat...so poor boss have to drive us all the way to geylang...but the steamboat was not bad...but i prefer Tian Tian Huo Guo...at least its buffet...
geylang that 1 is count by per plate de...end up bo hua de...coz i'm a big eater...
but wanna go on diet lor...fat fat not nice... =x
after that fetch dear home then i also go home le...lolx...
nth special today...but its a fun day...
WHY IS EVERYONE ASKING ME FOR MONEY NOW!!!
I'M BROKE ALREADY LAHZ!!!
WAIT OK? WHEN I GET MY PAY THEN I CLEAR EVERYTHING!!!
*SOBZ SOBZ* *STRESS*
god loves ya
Sunday, September 19
yawnz...tired le...
friday took my last paper...
hope i can pass my EMD paper...
nth much to say abt sch...
but after sch,went bugis with melvin and desmond to meet a ger...
she's working in that kinda shop which guys wont dare to go in...
at bugis lvl 2...go and guess wat shop lor...
we reached bugis and camp at a corner...trying to bio her...which made us look like molesters...
haha...BIAN TAI DE!!!
actually wanna accompany her to go for dinner break,but she couldn't get a break...so we decided to eat with her after she knock off lor...
we went parklane for pool session and billiad session...
well its kinda boring...my urine was like going to burst out soon...
but they dun wanna let me lose...sianz lor...have to ENDURE!!!
well...after 5 games...tired of it...i decided to go toilet...dun wanna torture my baobei~!
haha...actually said to meet the ger at dhoby ghaut at abt 9.45pm...then we waited till 10.15pm like that...called her again,she's still in shop~!
omg...bad impression le lahz... *sIgHz* LoLx...
then decided to meet at somerset...
then went cine...she haven eaten anything for the whole day...then went suki sushi and eat lor...
well...foudn out that she's actually a "FAN TONG"~!
no rice can kill her...lolx...she loves rice...
then its quite late oledi...and all of us dun feeel like going home...so we decided to go kbox...
from 11.20pm till 3am...
after that went makan...
had sting ray and sotong...
something happened...
desmond's drink had treasure in it...
"Fei Ma Yi" haha...
well...its retribution lor...
2nd suprise came after that...leaves drop into her drinks i think...nv saw it..but heard from them...
well... chat and chat there while eating...
she told us alot abt her ex...how he mistreat her all that...
and so i did tok abt my case too...well... no comments lahz...
my case oledi end le...so i dun wanna say anything...
get a new life for now...
well slack till 5.45am like that...
went to take bus home lor...
well..its not nice to let a ger go home alone...so i sent her home first lor...since we stayed quite near also...
End Of Part 1...
Part 2:
well...after i reach home...
she called me...chat for quite a while b4 i was given the chance to go bathe...
after bathing chat again...
lolx...i psycho her not to go work...
coz she so shag le still work mehz...
then asked her to slp lor...
she woke me up at 1pm+
to tell me meet where and blah blah...
then THATS IT!
i cant slp le...
so i decided to watch tv lor...watch steven chow vcd...
then went bathe and off i go...
well...i meet her first...actually say meet at interchange...but i too early...so i went to her house downstairs wait for her...
i lost my way when looking for her block...
so paiseh...i asked ppl for the way...
haha...i dunno she stay which unit...
i was so scared that she went interchange without me...
so i kept finding excuses to c where she is...
kinda stupid..very long time nv like that le...last time did all these for my ex...but ....nvm...over le...
when i saw her,i was like OMG!
sunshine ger sia... dunno how to describe...
then ..........(lazy to type)
took train to city hall...
when reach bedok,natures call and needed toilet...
so u know u know?
haha...
then meet des and mel at city hall...
ke lian de mel...from bishan go to city hall...then have to go back to braddell...
hahahahahahahaha...
well,at the bbq...ppl were friendly...we were shy...but eventually still clicked along...i think its the first time i learnt to click with ppl...well...food was nice...ppl were friendly...overall,HAPPY!
got lots of alcohol..but i dun touch alcohols...mel and des drink like free sia...
end up both got "ANG BAO" head...lolx!
the ger also got drink...then kinda drunk drunk pattern...
and there she goes thinking of her ex again...
she's very ke lian lor...
des,mel and i have the same thought!
nv to let her kana bully by guys anymore...we act as her guardian angels...
lots of fun and laughter when we're together...
well its been a long time since i've enjoy...
then .......(lotsa things happened,dun wish to elaborate)
we said byebye...and time to send the ger home...
took cab...then when reach her house downstairs,i had to send her up...that 2 not gentleman de...or maybe they shy...haha...well,walked her up...then... *foot steps* !
she looked at the stairs...and shouted "papa!" and i was DUHZ!
her father is a really nice person...even asked me whether i wanna go up and sit sit...
but too bad...2 idiots still waiting for me in the cab...
so i rushed down...and dumb suggestion by des...go holland v!
wtf lor...i tot they got a particular place to go...so i diam diam...who knows...knn..go there all dunno where to go...dunno wanna do wat!
waste my time and money! for no reason paid for cab fare!
$6 lehz...2 plates of chicken rice...sobz!
then mel fed up...coz wasted quite alot of time there...
he decided to go home...so we parted from there...
he meeting his friends for prata session...
and me?
haiz...suan le...say le also sianz...ppl will feel guilty de...LoLx!!!
and therefore...here i am blogging...
dying soon...only slap for 2hrs ++
now c things all go 1 side de...slant de...better go do my work outs and SLEEP!!!
FUN FUN FUN!!!
YO AH YO~! AH MAO AH MAO YO AH YO~! =D~
god loves ya
Thursday, September 16
"Joomin is going on all about RON WEE AGAIN!"
ron ron and ron...haha...before and after...still him...
haha...glad that you've moved on too...
its kinda obvious le...
*best wishes*
god loves ya
oh well...
another paper gone...
paper starts at 3pm...
i came out at 3.40pm...
will i pass? LoLx...
fail by about 10+ marks ba...
tml will be my last paper....
Electromagnetic Devices...
pls pls pls...i have to pass this paper...
took 4 papers and failed 3 oledi...
tml must pass...if not jia lat...
alritez...time to study...
chinablack tml nite?
not sure....sianz...no money oledi...
well...u have camp tml...so slp early...
take care of urself...must bring jacket...coz the weather is rather cold this few days...
dun wear those mini mini de shorts...and dun wear ur reebok shorts...
will run light de...
erm...just take care lor...
but have fun also...
I MisS YoU~!
god loves ya
sianz...
set my alarm clock @ 8.30am...
woke up to off my alarm...then set again till 9am...
then 9.30...just felt so tired...
stupid work out...makes me exhausted...
shld be studying...but end up typing non stop in msn...
no mood to study...wanna quit sch...i wanna go Shatec...
do something that i wan...but dare not tell my family...
so i'll just have to stick to poly...
maths everyday just makes me sick!
later got another paper at 3pm...
haven started anything...gonna be very jia lat lo...
Object Oriented Programming...
oh man...let me pass pls...
i think of u no matter wat i'm doing...
thats how much i missed u...
i still cares for u now...
so if u ever need anything,let me know...i'll be the first to help u...
god loves ya
Wednesday, September 15
yawnz...
just woke up from my so called nap...
had a bad dream...feel like some sort of nightmare...
dream of her...sobz sobz...
well...the story goes like this...
"she was staying at my house...
one morning i woke up...
she was not beside me...
i was so worried...
i tried to look for her in the toilet...
but she was not there...
then i tried calling her hp...
cant get throught...the operator said the number is not in use...
then i started to get freaking worried...i called her friends...
all of them dunno where she was...
then "ring ring..."
my hp sounded...its her...
she was giving tuition...
she said sorry when i asked her why she change hp number without telling me...
she has received disturbance calls...that leads her to changing her number...
well...about her tuition session,she wrote a note on my table...
but i was too worried abt where she was...
i missed that note..."
come to think of it...its rather stupid...
suddenly i dream of her again...
haha...madness...
well...3rd paper down today...
Circuit Theory Analysis...not very confident...
but "smelly smelly" can pass,i supposed... =)
another day of miseries...
no appetite for dinner...
so i shall giv it a miss...
diet diet diet...
get rid of my lumpy stomach...
=D~
haha...kinda addicted to sentosa...
so now must gym and gym and gym....
go there and be Sunshine Boy...
LoLx...SIAO OLEDI!!!
Bikini Babes...wait for me~ Wo Lai Le~
=( think of my leg makes me sianz 3/4
scars...why the hell did i work as a chef...
but no regrets...cooking is part of my life...
new recipes...new kitchen...new environment...best of all...new culinary skills...
tired of tempuras,teriyaki chicken,tori karaage and stuffs...
need a change...get a life...
no more sherman from the past..
god loves ya
Tuesday, September 14
oh...sad...
Monday maths paper,FAIL!
Tuesday electrical installation design paper,FAIL!
whats happening....
i cant go on failing...if not i'll be out of sch!!!
regret not studying my revision week...
still went zouk and sentosa...
haiz...did all that as though its a waste of time...
wonder if that person appreciates me sacrificing my time for her...
argh...
y am i alwaz toking abt all these...
every now and then,i cant concentrate on anything...
my mind is only her and HIM!
just cant accept the fact that they're so close now...
WTF~!
nvm...she's a free piglet now...
as long as she's happy with wat she's doing...i'm happy...
no more selfish personality...nv will i be a control freak anymore...
MUST CHANGE!!!!
childish character of mine caused me to lose my beloved one...
why didn't i noticed it earlier...then i wont be so miserable now...
haiz...again i'm toking abt BGR...
FUCK ME!!!
GET A LIFE!!!
SHERMAN FOO U DUMB ASS!!!! WAKE UP YOUR FUCKING IDEA!!!
hahahahaha...
as if it'll help...
*cold*
god loves ya
Monday, September 13
well...
if u love someone,u have to accept who he/she is rite?
i failed to accept the way u are...and same as u...cannot accept who i am...
thanks for attacking me this way in ur blog...
i really woke up from my dreams le...
i thought we can still contact as friends...but i'm just thinking too much...
well...hope the next guy will be much better than me..
or maybe to u...all other guys around u are better than me...
well,now that u've said me till i am worthless...
i really at a lost of words...
just all the best to u...
i dun have to worry coz i know there's a list of guys for u to choose from...
your crush when u're still with me,he's one...
and maybe the other party of mince04?
well...choose slowly...
being a couple "you jin shen mei lai shi"
hope u understand...
good bye my dear friend...
=)
god loves ya
Sunday, September 12
congrats...nv did i expected myself to be the most fucking dumb asshole in this world!
say u love me but yet still flirting with other guys?
wat can i say? i hope its not too late for me to end everything once and for all!
vince04 & mince04?
sounds nice...very compatible couple too...
no wonder u avoid me...alwaz treat me like nobody...
need to eat and play then meet me...
friends meet u,last min call me say not meeting me...
very very nice!
ok ok...i dun think i shld say so much...since i wanted to end liaoz...
well...
enjoy ur flirting...i really regret...!!!
tell me dun like ***...but still chats with him...
how stupid can i be to believe u?
let me tell u...until now i still dun believe u love me!
DUN FUCKING HELL LIE TO ME EVER AGAIN!!!
NO MORE MR NICE GUY!!!
U WANNA PLAY? LIM BEI WILL PLAY WITH U!
god loves ya
Tears flow,the moment i look at our photos...
i know u like to take photos,but u know i'm not photogenic,thats y i rarely take any...
at least we still took love getty or watever its called...
i know the past wouldn't be able to come back le...
the joomin i used to know and the sherman u used to know...
so we will nv be happy together...
ur friends are rite...
i'm a saddist,i dun deserve a girl like u...u are supposed to have a better guy than me.
i am not a good bf at all...i failed to giv u happiness,all i gave u were tortures,bad moments...hurt,cries and etc...
seldom gave u laughter...
i'm such a failure...all i know is to act gangster infront of everyone...
haiz...i only know violent...i was nv gentle to u b4...i am not a man...
i said all these is not to gain ur pity...
but its just something which i wanted to voice out...
i nv expected u to come back to me ever since the day u lied to me...
i know i forced u to do so...so who can i blame but myself?
i regretted...but its too late...
y is it that people only realised the importance of something only after they lost it?
well...ger,u're not a baby anymore...
u'll take care of urself won't u?
or maybe find a better guy to look after u,ade said b4,every guy around u are better than me...
but still,u have to choose carefully...dun go for looks...u'll regret...
handsome guys are scary...pretty gers are frightening...haha...hope u understand wat i meant...
i cant take care of u anymore le...but if u ever need anything,just let me know...
enjoy more with ly,jane and ade they all...during ur sec sch days,i caused u gers to seperate...
friends are forever...BFs are for a period..unless u wanna settle down with him,then it'll be forever...hope u will find 1 and be together forever... *Best Wishes*
so now its time u gers reunite...have fun...again i wanna say,dun be too wild...
girls at this age often get into more trouble...
*my blog songs is for those SJC gers...*
(.") ENJOY~! (".)
guess its time to say good bye...
ciaoz...
i hope u'll cry when u read this blog...or even the previous blogs...
at least i know u still have me in mind...i mean me,this friend.
i think i'm very bad to say hope u'll cry... =x
well its just me...SILLY Sherman~!
i know wats in ur mind rite now...
must be that sentence...
* "Howw Could You Dooo That~~?" *
god loves ya
haiz...i did my best to let u feel like a little princess.
gave u everything u wanted...
wanted to let u be happy,but i think i failed to do so...
wanted to let u enjoy at sentosa,but turn out to be a boring trip...
well,i am pretty sure going with ur frens are much better than with me...
my friends aren't as ONZ as ur frens...but play is play...dun over do it...
anyway i have no rights to comment so much,we're not related anymore...
u kept telling me,u're happy the way we are now...
but i can only say...without status,i'm not happy at all...
no status is like keeping u as mistress...i just dun like it.
i dun wanna be treated as a fool anymore...
i dunno wat u hiding from me,the fone is mine,y cant i even take a look at it?
watever...i'm tired of it!
nth to say,only realised that ur friendster is pretty happening...
lots of friends request from guys and lots of messages...
still got ppl ask "btw,how many steads ya have? wat kinda guys u like?"
worse thing,its a RE: ~!
means u 2 have been messaging each other...
ok! i know i'm too much...i have no rights to read ur things,no more next time le~!
now that i realised that u dun love me anymore...
you've changed too much,its all cause of influence...
i cant change u...i dun wanna get comments from ur best friend saying i force my thinking on u.
yes,i know every girl likes to be pretty,but being sexy isn't the only way to be pretty.
show butt crack very pretty? wear low top is call pretty?
even girls who wrap up like mummies can be pretty. its a matter of how ppl look at u
guys alwaz say this gal pretty that gal pretty,if u noticed,the girls are alwaz sexy type or busty type...at times also c face. y i say that,cause i'm a guy too!
ok...i shall end here...b4 ppl come look for me.
but even if they do,i dun giv a damn...
i tried all ways to have u back,dun care abt my pride, dun even care how ur frens look at me or how they think of me...even when i no money also borrow from friends just to bring u out,let u enjoy and be a happy ger...i'm not using money to buy u back...but.....*sobz*
everything thats nice,would surely have an end to it...
so let our problem end here...take care ger...
Love 4Eva,
Sherman
*Note: i know those who read my blog,u all will have lotsa comments to giv...
bad thing is i dun have a tag board...so just send me email lor
i expected it to be bad...so its ok...if u not happy or anything...just send me an email to wake me up... my email : Sherman_Foo@hotmail.com
god loves ya
Saturday, September 11
well...went sentosa today with joomin,Yong Seng,Desmond,Karen and Richmond.
not bad...had fun...but the v.ball game was rather F*** Up~!
not to mention anything...
tann abit...soaked myself in sea water for a while too...lolx...
well...nth much to say...
only that joo saw that "LOTI" again...
kept complaining abt her...haha
next wk sessional exams...but yet i'm still in the have fun attitude...
5 papers next wk,yet i haven even started anything...DIE LIAOZ LAHZ!!!
hope *smelly smelly* can pass...just pass also good...
PRAY HARD!!!
god loves ya
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